I am officially a twitterer.

Ugh. Kill me now.

This is MellyBelly

Kaiticakes buhh hasnt posted in a long time, so hurr you go.
I HEART KAITICAKES BUHHH. hahahaa
so does my cyclops friend .)

xoxo,
-Melanie

I feel like I owe an explanation.

He's gone. For real this time. No turning around, no joking little smirks. Just a cold, barely audible sigh of disgust. I shouldn't have played the games I played, but I had no choice. I couldn't imagine living without him, but the thought of doing anything other than living my life now was even scarier. I had no idea he would react the way he did. And he had no idea it would hurt me the way it did. He can't live with me, and I simply can't live without him.
There is no drive anymore. It took all the strength in me to shake myself and rise out of bed to get a drink of water. I just want things to be the way they were before I met him, but that life is never coming back.