It's been forever.

I've been neglecting this blog. I've been neglecting the internet, period. I'm never home anymore. I'm always either working, at Pete and Mary's, or asleep.
This weekend was unbearabley hot. I went swimming with a german shepherd who has been known to bite the hell out of my arm. I love wake-and-bakes with Pete's mom at the kitchen table. I'm a bad, bad girl who does illegal things.
In other news, my boss was in a car accident and cracked her neck. Everyone was super bummed at work Friday, but I stayed happy and bright to try and cheer everyone up. It worked. (:

Mellybelly just burped behind me. Yucky! I still love her though. I missed her! I didn't get to see her Friday. She's wearing a hot-dog-eating contest shirt. I bet she won.

HURDY GURDY DERP DERP DERP

I miss you.

I miss the way we used to lie in bed, gazing out our open windows at the stars. I miss the way we'd wait for silence to whisper our thoughts and feelings to our tightly clutched pillows. I miss the way those nights would last until the end of time and I'd lie next to you, knowing that forever was quickly coming to its end. I miss how tight you'd hold on, waiting for that first sliver of light to creep across the horizon and rest upon your heavy eyelids.
But I know that no matter how bad it's missed, it will never come back. I spent days upon days finding a way to break free, just to find myself craving the soft graze of your fingers up my arm and along my collar.
This is what my life has come to. I am a desperate shell of a woman, desperately clinging to past memories of wasted nights.

I will find you one day.
I will be with you until I need you no more.

SO ANYWHO

I revoke my comment about Mellybelly and Maxwell Moore. (: End of story.

I worked a lot yesterday. I'm so tired. Not looking to this weekend. I work EVERY fucking day, 13 hours a day. Atleast I'll have Pete there to annoy. Oh wellz.I got Nino to walk up to Robert last night. I ran into him in the back room and was like "Hey Nino! Do me a favor?" and he was like "Yes babylove?" "Tell Robert he's a pain in my ass." So Nino walked up front and I followed him and Nino grabbed Robert by the shoulders and was like "YOU ARE... A PAIN... IN MY ASS..." I love working with old Italian men. (:

I'm sleepy and me and Mellybelly hate kisses on the mouth from anyone over the age of like 25. For now.

My boss gave me moldy lasagna.

Motha fucka. I'm 'bout to serve buhhh.

SO MELLYBELLY GOES OUT WITH MAXWELL. WOAH. (: YAY.

I missed her so much.

SO I SPENT THE NIGHT AT A CO-WORKERS HOUE SATURDAY NIGHT. God, he's so hot.

The end.

I work too much.

I'm always so tired. I have off today though, so that's good.
Last night after I got done, I came home and laid down and my cat cuddled up next to me. I wuv him. :3 Then he sunk his claws in to my arm.
The end.